And today...

My maid saw a vision of my brother sitting on the telephone table asking her, 'Kak, mana mak?'. According to my maid, he's wearing a grey and brown stripes tee and taking his Nike backpack with him. I can see my mom's teary eyes when my maid is telling us about it. And obviously, we do still miss him alot.

Mummy reminds me again that my brother is already with the Lord. She told me not to worry about my bro's return because he won't. I believed that but on another hand, somehow I always think that he's watching me from a corner in the room. Thats really freaked me out when I imagined that. I'm praying that all this fear will go away from me and God will fill me with happiness.

十一月二十七日早晨，突然获知你在十一月二十六日早晨离开了这世上的消息真的让我很惊讶。泪水从眼里直流而下，突然很想念你很想拥抱着你。为何突然发生这一场车祸夺走了你的生命，为何这一切一切来的无声无息。

你是我曾经深爱过的人，和你在一起的时光有快乐也有悲伤当然快乐来得比悲伤多。和你的家人相处了一段时间我门的关系也很融恰，他们都把我当成一家人照顾着关心着我。我们在一起时间飞驶的过了两年。曾经有想过和你共度人生，不知为和我却一声不响的从你身边溜走了什么也没有和你交代的就这样走了让你伤心难过。

虽然我们分开以有三年多了，但是在这些日子里我依然有回想起我们曾经发生过的事。我以为时间可以把一切一切的事都忘掉。但是当我听说你离开了这世上，我才发现原来我还是爱着你的。那一天去到你家为你守夜，看着你家人和他们抱着大哭一场。我们都很适不得你，你的离去让我们很难过。看着你让我心痛，你离去的脸是多么的让人难过。我永远都不会忘记那天的你。回想起泪水也随着流下。

不懂得珍惜你给我的爱，你给我的一切。让你伤心和难过。你在也不会回来了永远都不会回来了，永远都不能够面对面的对你说一声《对不起》。这一生都不想把你忘记。你是我这一生的遗憾........

With Love,
Cassandra

Andy Teh
(1981 - 2005),

I will remember our childhood. All the time we spent together. All the things we do together. And all the games we played together when we were young. Those days are one of the best days of my life.

I am really grateful to have you as a friend, as a companion, and help me to create such a memorable childhood.

It's so hard to swallow the fact that you're now gone. Someday, somehow, we'll have to accept it. Maybe God have better plans for you.

No matter what, we'll be Friends Forever. Will never forget the time we had when we were young.

I've known your family since young, and I know your dad is a very strong man. He'll get thru this. Please give more strength to your mum and help her go thru this.

Not only has your family lost a great son and joker brother, I've lost a great friend too. You've left me with tonnes of memories, all of them good ones. Thanks for all the memories. All the marbles, video games, cycling-around-the-neighbourhood, one-on-one soccer, and all.

God bless you, and rest in peace.

Love,
Lip Keng

First of all, I would like to thank everyone for being with us throughout the whole time of sorrow. It is indeed a great loss to all of us that my brother has gone back with the Lord but like my father said, God has his purpose in everything He does.

To me, my brother is a great guy. Not only he’s great, he’s handsome and cheeky too. During his childhood, he always tries to be as naughty as he can. My dad told me a lot of his mischievous action. One fine day, he was playing alone at the compound of the house and he saw a cow passing the road. So he went to the gate and disturbed it. And then the next thing the cow got furious and he ran towards Andy and Andy was frightened. He ran into the house, he fell down and rolled all over the grass. I always laugh when I think of it.

Another time, it was raining in the afternoon. Andy got me out of the house and we would jump and run around the compound under the rain. My mum is definitely not happy when she saw us like that. I had to obey his words all the time when I was young. Though we quarreled and fought a lot, deep inside our heart, we loved each other very much. All siblings fight anyway.

And now that we’re getting older, he still creates joy and laughter at home with everyone. Whenever he sees my mother not in a good mood, he will try to make some silly jokes to attract her smile. And when he sees any of the siblings who are obviously me and my eldest brother, Gary making my parents sad or angry, he will definitely scold us for that. I still remembered when I was 17 years old, that was during my SPM year, he used to warn me that I’m not allowed to go out with any guys because I’m too young for that. He’s very very protective about me. Even my parents didn’t warn me for that. He always brings me out in the night after my exam to have fun. There was once when his friend was holding a cigarette and me being curious, I ask him what the taste of smoking is. And at the very moment I asked him, my brother warned me right away. He said, ‘Don’t ever let me see you smoke’. He is a very strict person and can be fierce to me at times.

And now that he’s no longer with us, we will always remember him and his moments with us will always be kept deep down in our heart. My brother was and still a sweetheart to every one of us and I know he loved us as much as we loved him.

~ May peace be with you ~

My true love to you… Your lil’ sis.