more dreams to come...

i know i should have blog since years ago but i didn't have the time due to those assignments deadline that come one after another...
my maid dreamt of my bro on his birthday itself... she told my parents (i think)..
my bro was carrying baby Colson and plays with him...
my bro loves his nephews and he loves to play with him...
Everyday once he reached upstairs, he will eventually go to my sis-in-law's room to look for baby Frederick.. sometimes my sis-in-law was even changing.. how sweatz.. lucky he knows how to close the door... lol...

the second dream was the day before we went to his cemetery i think... or on that night itself.. i'm not too sure... again, its from my maid... she woke up to give milk to my small nephew, and then she went to open my bro's room and she saw him sleeping on his bed... that was what she dream that night...

It's his 25th birthday...

Happy birthday to my beloved bro!! 

Recalling last year, I've been a terrible sister...
I totally forgotten to wish my bro on 2nd of August..
In fact I remembered only on 3rd of August...
I've been so guilty about it...
Thinking of him sending me sms in the midnight when I turned 20 makes me even more guilty...
Now that I remember his birthday, he's not here...
Never thought that I will have no chance to wish him a happy birthday...

>And today, I did something silly...
I reached my cell, type a simple message and send to my bro's hp num...
I'm not being silly to think that it'll reach my bro..
But hey i've been doing this every year... 
So I thought I still can do it this year...
His cell num will always be in my phone book...
Always will be...

We'll be going to his cemetery on sat...
Shall be meeting Cassandra...
Guess His place is rather dirty now as we haven't been visiting for a period...

Again, happy birthday to my beloved kor!!!! Love you always!!!! 

You could have been 25 if not...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.