In Loving Memory...

I've quite a number of things to mention..
I'm hoping I won't leave anything out.. Am too busy to blog lately..

I've dreamt of my dearheart bro...
We were staying in one house together, only both of us..
We were much grown-up, having our own life..
It was one day where he juz come back from somewhere else..
I have not been seeing him for some time..
And then he asked me if there's any vcds to watch lately...
I told him I was burning one of the newest series..
He quickly stopped me because it wasn't nice at all..
It goes something like this...

Sis-in-law dreamt about him too..
She can't recall much...
My bro got a fwen, CS who is in prison right now.. In fact our family know him kinda well..
And bro do helped him alot and visit him quite often..
He even cried when his parents told him about my bro's departure..
Sis-in-law was saying either my bro told her that he went to visit CS or he's asking my sis-in-law to visit CS..
Can't really confirmed about it..

I was in the shop on Monday alone, with one of the worker..
Suddenly this Indian guy was asking if he can check out the photos on the wall..
Of coz i said can.. I don't really like it tho.. A lil' disturbing for me...
And as he was sitting in front of me, he was pointing to my bro...
Asking where is he now? So I asked which one...
'The yellow shirt', he said.

Jo : Oh, he passed away adi.
Indian : Huh?
Jo : *look at him* yea, he's gone.
Indian : *mumble a few words in Tamil* *paused* you lie to me izit?!?!?! How can it be?
Jo : What for i want to lie to u? Serious. He met with accident.
Indian : Aaw.. poor thing. He used to sit here *point at where I am sitting*
Jo : Yea..

There's quite a number of people who don't know that he's gone.. Sigh..
I miss him so so much... Esp lately... I'm missing his presence..
And today.. when I asked my worker to take some stuff to my car..
He walked out and press the car alarm..
For once, I thought it was my bro who came to shop..
And at that minute, the phrase 'bro is gone' came to my mind..
How disappointed and sad!!

I think I have more.. But juz couldn't recall..
I'll update if I remembered...